” ME “

The world is an illusion of many things, Sometimes you feel these things like Air,Light,Water,colors, something like happy or unhappy.In every morning before the sun rises,you can see how the universe gives you signs about nature deeply.You realize how you are special that’s why you created by God.? I think this question is very deep for you. Just feel you are part of this world and you are busy with daily routine work.So,you feel bored and a burden on you. One day I was sitting alone and seeing the stars and Blue moon at midnight. The night was full of shinny. In the light I feel all stars like pearls in the ocean. The blue moon was very attractive. Suddenly I feel like my body is going to burn with fever. I lay down on my bed . Soon I fell asleep. I feel my body is under some unbearable conditions like, warmth of body, pain in muscles and sickness in sleeping . Why do I feel all these conditions?? The answer is due to some spiritual effects of the blue moon on the human body . Some people do not believe in these superstitious things. But I feel these are true effects.If we feel these emotions after a full moon on our body then how can we control the situation? Many times I want to research these things.But I failed. A dark night I can feel easily. Like a little girl crying lonely in a dark night in a house, no one with her , no one listens to her voice. She saw a shadow and kept her eyes closed. Then she remembers her God and says”Oh!God,Protect “Me”, I’m alone. This one is also a spiritual effect. But why do I feel All this . ? Is this only my fear or the truth? I have hazel eyes,with brown hair and a tall girl. I am always smiling because I love the universe, the people,birds,animals,plants. God always protects “ME” , and I’m thankful to God. But some questions are questions,I never got the answers. I realized how I can read the body language of another person . Sometimes it Is really painful for me because I know the truth. This one is also the reason for being alone . I feel nature and realize the universe is very deep.No one easily got the answers.